So Ricky Martin is 'ON IT'?

So Ricky Martin is 'ON IT'



Well looks like it from a letter that was put on his official site not long ago:

A few months ago I decided to write my memoirs, a project I knew was going to bring me closer to an amazing turning point in my life. From the moment I wrote the first phrase I was sure the book was the tool that was going to help me free myself from things I was carrying within me for a long time. Things that were too heavy for me to keep inside. Writing this account of my life, I got very close to my truth. And thisis something worth celebrating.

For many years, there has been only one place where I am in touch with my emotions fearlessly and that's the stage. Being on stage fills my soul in many ways, almost completely. It's my vice. The music, the lights and the roar of the audience are elements that make me feel capable of anything. This rush of adrenaline is incredibly addictive. I don't ever want to stop feeling these emotions. But it is serenity that brings me to where I'm at right now. An amazing emotional place of comprehension, reflection and enlightenment. At this moment I'm feeling the same freedom I usually feel only on stage, without a doubt, I need to share.

Many people told me: "Ricky it's not important", "it's not worth it", "all the years you've worked and everything you've built will collapse", "many people in the world are not ready to accept your truth, your reality, your nature". Because all this advice came from people who I love dearly, I decided to move on with my life not sharing with the world my entire truth. Allowing myself to be seduced by fear and insecurity became a self-fulfilling prophecy of sabotage. Today I take full responsibility for my decisions and my actions.

If someone asked me today, "Ricky, what are you afraid of?" I would answer "the blood that runs through the streets of countries at war...child slavery, terrorism...the cynicism of some people in positions of power, the misinterpretation of faith." But fear of my truth? Not at all! On the contrary, It fills me with strength and courage. This is just what I need especially now that I am the father of two beautiful boys that are so full of light and who with their outlook teach me new things every day. To keep living as I did up until today would be to indirectly diminish the glow that my kids where born with. Enough is enough. This has to change. This was not supposed to happen 5 or 10 years ago, it is supposed to happen now. Today is my day, this is my time, and this is my moment.

These years in silence and reflection made me stronger and reminded me that acceptance has to come from within and that this kind of truth gives me the power to conquer emotions I didn't even know existed.

What will happen from now on? It doesn't matter. I can only focus on what's happening to me in this moment. The word "happiness" takes on a new meaning for me as of today. It has been a very intense process. Every word that I write in this letter is born out of love, acceptance, detachment and real contentment. Writing this is a solid step towards my inner peace and vital part of my evolution.

I am proud to say that I am a fortunate homosexual man. I am very blessed to be who I am.

RM



Don't bother me. He is hot though.

Uh oh? Looks Like There's A 2010 Superhead On The Horizon: @katstacks

Uh oh? Looks Like There's A 2010 Superhead On The Horizon and she goes by the name of Kat Stacks. Karrine Steffan created a market and these chicks ain't wasting time setting up stalls!



Check this video exposing young money.

What is wrong with this Picture

This takes the absolute piss if you ask me. Be sure to take the whole image in. 

 

Hackney Council have no shame. I hope them have a court case launch against them.

Ken Doll Doing a Video to If This P***y Could Talk

Ken Doll is doing a Video to If This P***y Could Talk

So the poster above says. I am praying that it is better that the tosh below.



I like the beat. But boys calling their arseholes a pussy? EEERrrrmm no.

*EDIT Weren't these lot getting it?



Are you looking forward to the video?

What Is Wrong With This Picture?

The budget? The deadbeat acting? Porn Star Mr Saukei making an appearance?

Anyhow here it is....



After seeing this would you go and buy this song?

If you can't get a job at McDonalds where can you get one?

Video is too much. Sneaky just to get a pen you know SMH!

If you can't get a job at McDs where can you?

If you needed a reason for crack being whack

If you needed a reason for crack being whack. Hear it is!



LOL!

Good Effort but ...

I came by the Telephone spoof today London style.



I thought it was good art and energy wise but was 2:32 really necessary?

What do you think?

Isn't he funny?

youtube.com/themagickjumpoff is bookmarked. Why? Because the guy that runs that does the videos for this channel is so much jokes that's why!

Always watch his videos, especially on dry days where you just need a laugh.

This is my current favourite.

YOU GOT SOMETHING TO SAY YEAH?

Hello people

Just thought I'd give you the opportunity to holla at me with advice questions. Aint gonna talk about my personal info for obvious reasons but you can get at me below.


Ask me anything http://formspring.me/blacklondoner

Dip Ish....

This made my day and it hasn't even started. That ending!

Anyhow...

I know I know.... its been a while

Ain't posted in time.

Its mad. All these minor situations have been popping off. And I'm at uni now. LOL. So been dating one musician; not exactly God's gift looks wise, but he more than makes up for it in personality. Also been chatting to an IT guy fresh out of uni.

I like the fact that when you are dealing with older breddas, they have their shit together so there is none of this pacing the streets nonsense with peeps my age with little or no ends.

1st situation popped off after we talked on the phone for two hours; this was the 1st convo as well. We proppa clicked and man was telling me he was just finishing work in West. So purely off the vibe I went to link him. We walked and talked for ages and the chemistry was obvious. Ended up on Southbank around 1am. I did a 360 and it was just me and him. So I said, I dare you to lips me. And he did. My man melted me. It felt like he weren't just kissing my lips, he was kissing my soul. Its was mad. I got home around 3am and went sleep with a smile on my face.

2nd situation now was more drawn out. I had to gauge the situation more cos my man said he goes out and them things there usually send the alarm bells ringing in my head. We talked everyday for about six weeks before I felt sure enough to see this bredda in real time. Met up in Elephant & Castle and went Tesco for some snacks and drove around South London, talking and vibing. Pulled up in one park now and he starts billing a spliff. He puffs I puff and he starts giving me head. It was live. so much so that I nutted in his mouth. We're chilling again now and have probably been in the park for a good couple hours at this point, all mellow and shit. Police sirens start blazing and my man is asked to step out the car. Police did a car check and it was cool apart from the fact dude try give me a fake name. Truth sure did come to light!

To be continued...

Shank

Went to my friend's yard today and bang! We watch Shank. Kyle is a G! Not feelin the coke use but I could proppa relate.Cop the DVD on the sly if you aint out there like that.

Two breddas in one day!

OMDs. So basically was on BGC and got chatting to two breddas separately and drawed both numbers after getting them to show me their pix. Peng tings. Anyhow, chatted to the 1st one who seems cool, thuggy but a bit of a waste man. Taking about how college is long and them ting there, not working and still living with mummy dearest convo was about an hour long. 2nd one now is holding down a retail job getting more than me :-( was just so heavy. We just proppa connected about life and that. Anyhow they both wanted to link down west, so true I weren't working. I said cool. Set the times 1 hr apart and said to both it would be a simple faces to names ting and take it from there.

1st one now, linked at Oxford Circus then went to the park behind John Lewis and jammed. Bredda was a little soft for me as I like men to be men, nose pierced to add insult to injury. I asked if the face matched to the personality and he gave me the thumbs up, talking about how they were on whatever I was and that the ball was in my court. He threw any chance of that out the window when he asked if I wanted to go to a gay club. A fucking chi chi rave? Is he mad! 17 and my man wants to potentially bate me up? Allow that. I walked him back to the station after 45 mins, spudded him then cut. I laughed to myself as I scrubbed him off the list in my head.

Link number 2. Meeting point Marble Arch. My man was a petit buff ting, cornrolls freshly done and easy on the eye. Went to KFC to grab a bite where I told him I liked his French Connection hoodie. Asked him what he thought of me, and he was like yeah, you get the thumbs up. Can't say I weren't smiling cos I was. There was potential finally for someone to chill with. After KFC, we walked for time down Park Lane and sat in Hyde Park on a bench. I looked at man and was like... you are proppa heavy you know. And he was like safe. Then I was like, do you want this day to end on a good note and he was like yup. I then did a quick 360 look around, it was about 7pm at this time and the coast was clear so I gripped his hand it was a lipsing ting! Walked him back to Marble Arch station and said to him to ding me when he got home. BRAP!

So I went to the Cinema with a girl from work

Went cinema with this girl from work I have been feeling for a hot minute. After the movie, kissed by Oxford Circus station but there was no spark. It was a dead kiss. Maybe it was a sign? Or maybe I am too far gone with this gay stuff? I don't know...